06 June, 2008

la cinquième semaine - 11e chose. library thing.

warning all bibliophiles: full-scale addiction possible!


i have long been a member of this social service for those whose castle includes turrets and towers of books, but i must admit, my extremely obsessive-compulsive behaviors soon made the task of cataloguing my own library of titles an overwhelming undertaking that i quickly abandoned. [the last time i moved it took me 45 boxes...what else can you expect from a girl who's made a lifetime of working with books]...



... for those of you who know me…and have seen how books skirt the rafters [literally] in my home…you know i have each library arranged according to order. not. by dewey decimal...but by my own intrinsic set of order: ie. Native American studies...Anthropology...World Religions...Meditation...Music Theory...Linguistics...Buddhist Studies...Cooking...Natural and Alternative Health...History...Art Technique...Art Monograph...Fiction...Poetry...Poetry Technique...Math and Science.

Sadly, my free membership reached the 200th volume max before i had even finished the downstairs collection. and some of my favorite books, natch, are upstairs!

guess i'm going to have to join and purchase a cuecat!


10e chose. image generator. redux.

technical jargon: i am not generally a fan of image generators. but i do love that fortune cookie one which i found ... here.

as i have discovered with nearly every generator i have e'er encountered ... it was rife with bugs and flibbertigibets. it took me nearly 4 tries to come up with an abbreviated synopsis of the real fortune cookie message which is decidely more positive and less ominous:

"there are many unexpected & thrilling surprises in store for you!!"

the original image generator i had tried was even less satisfying as it blotted out portions of the image. no. fun.


from the great French humanist philosopher Michel de Montaigne:


Mais les belles ames, ce sont les ames universelles, ouvertes, et prestes à tout : si non instruites, au moins instruisables...
...in other words your degree does NOT guarantee you're smart!


- an important reminder in a system that tends to undervalue the intelligence and skill set of a large number of staff members who may not have necessarily had the life experience and opportunity to achieve their degree, but can be self-motivated life learners with something valuable or downright revolutionary to share, nonetheless -

la cinquième semaine - 10e chose. image generator.

more from the eerily unparagoned transmundane sibylline bakery...

...or

my fortune cookie that came with my wickedly satisfying hot-and-sour soup [i think it's the bitter melon ribbons] said:



this is [just one reason] why i love my friend elise...

[taken from an email] -

me: why on freecycle are the offers for things along the lines of:

offered: free dixie cup holder...corner of smith and main?

or

offered: free suitcase (please read)...broken zipper, missing handle (in need of some repair)


but the postings for wants are along the lines of:

wanted: laptop...preferably macbook

or

wanted: 37 inch color tv...


i mean.
seriously.

it's a waste of my wasting time!!

and her reply:

ej: bwahaha!

offering:
ego filled psyche, with a dash of hysteria

wanted:
serenity filled heart, included brain with overflowing amounts of intellect

05 June, 2008

wild in our breast for centuries...



Everything is plundered, betrayed, sold,
Death's great black wing scrapes the air,
Misery gnaws to the bone.
Why then do we not despair?

By day, from the surrounding woods,
cherries blow summer into town;
at night the deep transparent skies
glitter with new galaxies.

And the miraculous comes so close
to the ruined, dirty houses --
something not known to anyone at all,
but wild in our breast for centuries.


- Anna Akhmatova -

04 June, 2008

yay! bicyclist wins NYC commuter challenge!!



Transportation Alternatives held its 7th annual Commuter Challenge pitting cyclist, driver, and bus/subway rider in the ultimate showdown of which mode of travel can be quickest (and cheapest!)
In the end, the bike proved swiftest over the 4.5 mile course which began in Brooklyn’s Fort Greene and ended in Manhattan’s Union Square. Jamie Favaro rolled up in just over 16 minutes and took home the gold and a bouquet of flowers for her efforts. Driver, Emmanuel Fuentebella (22 minutes) parked his car and sprinted to a surprise second place finish. Shortly after, disappointed MTA rider April Greene came in last at 29 minutes. But, as Wiley Norvell noted at the finish line, Transportation Alternatives also measured the carbon footprint of all the the riders and Greene came in a close second behind the cyclist.


originally posted here: bike vs. car. vs. transit

may it be me.

I've been reading a lot of Carl Jung's theories of individuation and the journeys we each make to whole and integrated adults...and I like his theory of the collective unconscious...as I understand it. Somehow the romantic, idealist in me likes to think that...every smile I proffer to the old [maybe terribly slow] woman in line ahead of me at the grocer's creates a ripple effect of goodwill and compassion and shift toward patience throughout the whole of the world.


It's like the scientific studies that have measured when a crossword puzzle or some other standard of measurement is submitted to one study group, the second and later group given the same puzzle completes it uniformly faster than the first group...and vice-versa.


It's as though the knowledge has been entered into humanity's collective mind bank, and is now somehow 'out there', where people can psychically or unconsciously pick up on it.

It causes me to think, each day – If one of us finds the answers and chooses to do right...…it affects and influences others to do the same.

Il est intéressant, n'est-ce pas?

03 June, 2008

[7:44:00 am to Orual via text:]


"Right now i'm thinking. What was I thinking?!"

I was about a mile from work at that point. and the truth was, it really was a beautiful! morning for my first commute by bike. In all, the nearly 9 mile route was far easier on a weekday-workaday than on a Sunday.

Even though I awoke at my usual time - 5:45 - my morning routine was entirely different. Used to timing my day by the various [and repeat] segments on NPR's Morning Edition, I quickly realized I need to develop a new rhythm. What interesting behaviors we embrace as humans. For instance: I know that unless I reach a certain intersection by a certain time, then I will catch the red light. And therefore catch a subsequent 4 red lights on my entire route to work by car. But by bike: The rhythm is entirely different.

So too are the sailor signs. You know the way you watch the skies to know what to anticipate? Here's what I've learned in the last 24 hours by bike:

The whole universe may seem mired in a still, sticky heat as complicating to movement as Jello, but when you are pedaling that last 4 mile homestretch to work by bike…don't let the stilled trees fool you. you will be riding against the wind the whole way.

In spite of this, I made it to work…and an half-an-hour early!...only moderately drenched in sweat.

I had lain awake for three hours until nearly 2 in the morning buzzing [was it an exercise euphoria from my Sunday ride?] through thoughts of what to anticipate and what to pack.

Packing for a bike commute, it's helpful to embrace your inner boy scout and consider every possibility to BE PREPARED. I am wholly a novice. And when I couldn't sleep I read through a couple chapters of The Complete Idiots Guide to Cycling to go through some of the checklists of provisions I'll need to acquire.

What I did not have to pack is:
A repair kit.
A portable pump.
New tubes.
Raingear.
Any suitable baskets or panniers.

But starting small, what I was able to do was: In one backpack and a small pocketed messenger bag I packed:

-all wrapped in plastic inside my packpack-

My current read: "Soulmates" by Thomas Moore
My journal and pen
My wallet with ID [for you, mum]
2 bananas; an apple; 2 granola bars; 2 fruit bars [no…I am not a major snacker…I have diabetes and must make every effort to consider an episode of low blood sugar…especially while exercising]
My diabetic glucometer
A injection site change for my insulin pump
My hair products and brush [to alleviate the inevitable 'helmet head']
An extra stainless steel water bottle filled with ice cold h2o

-wrapped in plastic inside the messenger bag-

A towel, washcloth and soap [for making myself presentable to my coworkers]
My deodorant
My workclothes
A change of shoes
My Second current read:"Man and his Symbols" by Carl Jung

[it should be fairly obvious by the necessary inclusion of 2 books that i'm the fairly bookish type. EVERY thing you pack is weight. And a backpack is PRIME real estate when it requires physical effort to make every mile]

By 7, I was on the road…with my messenger bag bungeed to my back rack on top of my Kryptonite U-lock.

The roads were remarkably quiet the first half of the trip with the occasional car and a few startled, sleepy dogwalkers.

I definitely need a bell/horn…not that they do any good for a clueless or aggressive driver, but a delightful ring-ring has to work better to alert a wandering sidewalker than my attempts at speaking louder than my usual soft tone by announcing my presence with an, "Excuse me…excuse me…ex-cuuuse me. Thank you!" [and smile: important].

I've also learned that garbage cans and recycling bins put out to the curb can ruin your flow when you have to screech to a halt to make it between them and a concrete lightpost.

So, by 7:30 I'm well on my way and more than half-way to work and enjoying the sounds of the morning birds…something I'd totally miss by car.

I learned the best way around the tricky roundabout and even commiserated about the already sweltering heat with a fellow velo-commuter who was riding her bike to the Tri-rail station…I imagine she was on her way to work. I think in today's economy, we are going to see more people taking public transport…provided it will still be provided in the throes of our state's budget cuts.

I practiced spinning instead of mashing…for development of those very defined calf muscles I used to have as a child [now incredibly hot as an adult].

And when I got to work, I felt exhilarated at what I'd accomplished! 10 minutes washing up in the ladies room, and nobody could've suspected I'd wheeled my way to work by the sweat of my brow [ I asked a work friend, just to be sure ]

There certainly is an exercise euphoria…release of endorphins, and all…my mum the marathoner talks about it all. the. time. Because, even though I watched the afternoon clouds roll in with some consternation, I could not wait to get back on my bike. And I did watch the skies…again…for sailor signs. The rain looked frightening…and like it was going to be around for a good, long time. But thankfully, the universe smiled on me…and though it was dark and cloudy…3 people actually called me while I was en route to make sure I wasn't riding in the rain…the roads were entirely dry by the time I rode home, and the wind and rain held out until I made it there.

The most important thing I think I've learned however is, it is so much easier to simply Do.
The hardest part is wondering if you can.

02 June, 2008

My mother. The worrier.

so mid-afternoon Sunday in the middle of my trial bike run to work i had stopped off at my friends' Laura and Leisy's for a social visit. [thanks again, Estrella, for the blueberry pancakes and iced coffee – yum!] when my phone rang. knowing it was my mum and knowing how she worries, i figured she was calling to make sure i had arrived home okay. now it's been a decade-and-a-half since i've even shared a roof with my mum and so it had been a long, long, long time since she had needed to call and check on my whereabouts. i knew it would be a tenderly amusing conversation, but i was not prepared for this:

ME: hey, mum!

HER: are you home safe? or are you still at your friend's house?

ME: i'm still here at Leisy's, mum. don't worry. i'm safe.

HER: you know…i was thinking. [here's where she traditionally lays out her worries]
…you should carry some form of ID on you.

ME: i have my driver's license with me, mum.

HER: no. i mean. some ID like emergency contact information. you should have that on you at
all times.

ME: yeah, you're right. you know.
i added you to my driver's license as my Official Emergency Contact. did you know you can do that?

HER: no….no. i didn't know that.

ME: yeah. i went to the website and added you. so…if the police find me, they will be able to contact you when they scan my driver's license.

HER: well i still think you should carry a card that says: my name is jen…and my emergency contact is so-and-so.
you should laminate it and put it in your pocket. and carry it everywhere.

ME: well…i can write it in my bike helmet. there's a place for that. i just haven't filled it out yet.

HER: [and this is the one that gave me pause]
but…but…what if someone chases you down and runs you off the road and beats you up and steals your stuff. how are the police going to find me THEN?!

ME: [after a stifled gasp and a pause]
Mom, that's reeeeally …. Disturbing.

HER: well, you know that stuff happens!



In all fairness. I have the most amazing mum in the world. And generally, she manages quite a healthy balance of keeping her devastating visions of horror to herself. But she's right. It's a scary world in which to be an independent woman. Thing is. I'd rather worry about the perils of cycling into those roadside cacti, but there are things with a far worse sting than that.

le bon mot du jour.

I read this last night, and reflecting on our society, it caused me to question.
In this—the largest nation on earth—in our culture of greed and excess and
prevalent violence and indoctrinated inequality,
just how civilized are we?



"Suppressed and wounded instincts are the dangers threatening civilized man; uninhibited drives are the dangers threatening primitive man."



- Carl G Jung –
From "Man and his Symbols"





the good news is. it's never for nothing.
every act of good we do changes the course of human history.
i believe

01 June, 2008

sunday. first trial run from home to work by bike.

50 minutes!
In spite of dirt, rocks, roundabouts, missing sidewalks, bumpy sidewalks, narrow sidewalks, traffic, scary intersections, other cyclists, clueless pedestrians, bad drivers, that truck that almost hit me, cactus planted at arm level along the way, the threatening sky, brutal heat and general fatigue.

now that i've practised, i'm ready to attempt a workaday run.

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